Perhaps the thing that makes us powerful
is also the thing that makes us invisible.
The body, a house of blades, folds against
itself, blood the colour of an ocean mating
with phytoplankton rejects its offering,
as if part of what makes us is what breaks us.
Suspended in probabilities, this is the beginning
of destitution, the mind learns. My God, there is
something beautiful about our burning: held in the light
of the heparinised test tube, the blood deemed unsafe
for today & tomorrow begins to dry up. Nyere m aka.
Here, even a prayer said in Igbo is still Pentecost in English.
The doctor speaking gibberish also knows a thing about
tongues of fire, what they do to a body refusing to acknowledge
its existence. My God, there is a thing about our living:
little boys cramped in the palm of your mercy, torched
by lust, trapped in today, unwilling to let go of yesterday,
burning for the doctor’s lips: a gavel & spilt coffee
on the white cloth of Sunday. The congregation now
aware of what the mouth had for breakfast clasps
their hands in spiteful rebuke just to make sure
God is aware of the things they know. And this is the
body’s first attempt at wonder, to be so powerful gravity
melts before it, a molten cake of shame rebounding.
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