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Holding the Fingers of Water

by Karan Kapoor
22 March 2023

ma rubs asafoetida and ginger oil

on Dida’s mushroom belly

 

her voice a needle

on the record of an aarti

 

glorifying kali too busy collecting

skulls for her garland to listen

 

shiva unable to answer

amid the tandav

 

vishnu who sees water as far

as water exists except in us

 

she pours buttermilk

and tulsi into Dida’s mouth

 

where there were curses

now a lullaby

 

all their venom

lost in search

 

of a recipe to fix her weeping gut

when ma finds none

 

she resorts to humour

counts her flaws

 

a smile from Dida’s still

mouth of an annoyed lover

 

ma nurses her

like she nursed me

 

when I was a cloud

passing through her womb

 

Dida’s one swollen foot

in the grave

 

the other a stone

in ma’s clasp

About the Author

Karan Kapoor

Karan Kapoor is a poet. They have been awarded or placed for James Hearst Poetry Prize, Rattle Annual Prize, Ledbury Poetry Prize, Julia Darling Memorial Prize, Red Wheelbarrow Prize, John & Eileen Allman Prize for Poetry, Orison Anthology Award, and Literary Taxidermy Competition. Their manuscript ‘Portrait of the Alcoholic as a Father’ was a semi-finalist […]

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